I struggle with a lot of things because I'm a moron. Today the list of things I'm focusing on is my inability to give myself space to enjoy things, my inability to focus on anything, and my inability to finish things. I like my [Backloggery](https://backloggery.com/barquq), I think it's pretty neat visually and everything. I don't know if I'm going to keep it though. Wow, someone with ADHD switching his process around, what do you know. The reason for this though is because I am worried that I will become focused on the act of finishing a game more than I am enjoying it. I'm not saying that I'm doing that now, I'm just saying that I know my brain has worms in it and it could get to that point. I am not immune to ticking things off of a list. It's nice in some ways because lists are the only ways my broken mind can get anything finished. But I don't think it should apply to my hobbies all the time. It's just another layer of stress that could do damage to me. The point is that in its place, I'm considering some new categories for myself, instead of just *Completed* and *To Play*: - To Play - Bad - Meh - Pretty Good - Great - Favorite I think this would still allow me to categorize a game that I choose not to finish into *Bad* or **Meh**, and still feel like I'm getting through games that I want to try but might not want to finish. I dunno. I'm not thinking too hard about this, which is why it's in the [[Blogroll]] and so unpolished. Or rather, I guess I'm thinking about it too much. Who knows. I think overall though, backlogs are bad. I'd liken it more to a library. Libraries are a refuge, but a backlog is a burden. When I go to work in the morning and there's a stack of shit nobody would deal with for free...that's a backlog. It's stuff that needs to be addressed. When I look at my library of games, I'm living the childhood dream, not doing work. One more analogy before I unceremoniously end this post: a chocolate store. Would you walk into one to methodically consume each and every unit of chocolate in there? Nah, you'd get sick. I think you should eat your fill and leave.